WOAH! You mean There really is something in life other than band practice??

Band was cancelled tonight. I won't lie to you...It's really weird being home so early with nothing to do but a tiny bit of homework. It's also incredibly amazing!! I might have time to make Autumn's halloween costume. It's almost friday and that horse is no closer to being prepared for her costume party than I am. And that's sad. Stacey already has Ruppert's costume finished and I haven't even started Autumn's. I don't want her to look stupid. Yeah, i'm definitly going to go work on that as soon as I'm finished with this entry. Which is going to be rather soon because I seem to have nothing else to write.

Hey, girl scout peeps, i've got next monday off. It's halloween. Are we doing something or are we not having a meeting because it's a holiday?? Let me know!!!


If you'll excuse me I not have to go change a four legged, very dirty, hairy, slightly muddy horse into a gypsy. And then I have to work on Autumn. :-P Definitly just made fun of myself there.. Ha. I'm in such a weird mood right now...

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My questions and answers from Abby. You know the drill...Comment with "Interview Me!" and i'll ask you five questions.

1. What is your favorite animal and would you like to become it?
~A horse, and yes. I think I would. Something about being so powerful and beautiful all in one...

2. What do you look for in a guy?
~Sense of humor is definitly number one. I have a good sense of humor, as you know. I refuse to be with someone who can't take a joke or who doesn't understand my sarcasm.

3. How do you feel about your life?
~I'm not sure. Sometimes I love it and I realize how lucky I am to have such an amazing family and such a comfortable living situation, but other times it's not so great. Families fight, animals get sick. I've had to go through a lot of deaths in my life- My favorite aunt died just a few months ago. December 4th will be the fifth aniversary of the death of my first horse. I've also had to face a lot of dissapointment and unhappiness. Because I act so weird i've had to deal with a lot of judgements, criticism, and a lot of people making fun of me or hating me because I am who I am. You wouldn't know it but it has effected me a lot. I hate it when people judge me based on what I do or what I wear and it really bothers me when they talk about me behind my back. So no, my life isn't always easy, but I guess I couldn't ask for anything else. With good comes bad, what matters is how you deal with it.

4. Do you think anything is eternal, and if so what?
~I believe love is eternal. When you love someone you love them forever, no matter who they are or what they'v done. And not just the romantic aspect of love either. Friendship love, love for animals or for a pet, love for a particular song or place. And faith. Faith is eternal. I know i'm not the most religous person around, but I do believe that. So faith, love, and i'll have to also say hope. No matter how many dissapointments or bad things happen, you can never give up hope, even if you want to.

5. Do you believe in magic?
~Doesn't everyone? I believe in several kinds of magic. The classic magic of Harry Potter and all that, yes. I believe it does exist. I also believe in the magic of love and friendship. That good things happen no matter what you do. I believe in the magic of a first kiss (With a new partner or first ever) and the magic of music. I believe the magic of a hot drink on a cold day, the magic of the seasons (especially Autumn). I believe in the magic of a best friend and the magic in a hug when you're not feeling your best. I honestly believe that magic is everywhere...You just have to look for it.